Fall For You

Well why u gotta lead me on
Why did I fall for you
Ur smile shines like lights on broadway
Babe why r u makin me fall for you

Y'all told me we would never be
Then why are you hangin on me
Your the one who said it wasn't to be
Constants walk like country boys
Constant thoughts of you in my mind
Why O why can't I put you behind

Well why you gotta lead me on
Why did I fall for you
ur smile shines like lights On broadway
Babe why are you makin me fall for you

I don't know what lures me in
Oh wait yes I do
Your like an angel
Angelic that's youuuuuu
Takin me to heaven on earth
A place that only exsists with you

Well why you gotta lead me on
Why did I fall for you
Ur smile shines like lights on broadway
Babe why are u making me fall for you

You've helped me up
Even why I'm really down
So why are we so fucked up
We pass without a sound
It's like we never were at all
So why'd you make me fall for you

Would You

So what if i started to die
i tried and tried to be alive
i just couldnt seem to thrive
so what if i did some drugs
then id start to miss your hugs
just gettin high while i die

so what if i trashed my life
putting everything i had under the knife
what if i did some stupid shit
would you just go and quit
please dont quit on me
please try and save me

so what if i never do
i still cant seem to get you
ive tried and tried and tried
so what i just died
so what if i never win
then would all this be a sin
would it all be a sin

so what if i trashed my life
put everything i had under the knife
what if i did some stupid shit
would you just go and quit
please dont quit on me
please try and save me

so what if we end up together
would we be together forever
or would you quit on me
i just wish i could see
see you and me
you and me

please dont quit on me
just wait and see
please dont quit on me
please please save me

Like A Knife

so why does this happen to me
how the hell could this be
they said I'm fine
well how the hell do you know
im on my knees
praying to never wake up again
this game it started offf fun
but now its like im holding the gun

they do not know
whats going on inside my head
they do now know
why i wish that i am dead
or as im laying here in bed
i hope i never awake
life is just so surreal
my heart will never heal

my parents dont share
this pain thatll never go away
my life is despair
a sympathetic tragedy
its just so weird
i never feel safe
even though i know i am

they do not know
whats going on inside my head
they do now know
why i wish that i am dead
or as im laying here in bed
i hope i never awake
life is just so surreal
my heart will never heal

i do not know
what love truly is
its like a lie
it wont ever seem to die
i wish i could run from this pain
run away from this life
this place seems to be stabbing me like a knife.

Confessions - poem

Seconds after the fight broke out my body started to fall
It fell and fell like it was never anything at all
I pass you by at the school in the hall
All I want to do is put a gun to my head
Have my blood on the wall and be dead
Dead like nothing ever mattered to me anyways
The truth is you were my reason for living
And you don’t have the heart for forgiving.
No this isn’t how I really felt
But seriously you make my heart melt.

What I Think

I just wanted to tell you the truth
The thing you deserve to hear
What I’ve held so close and near
All these days I’ve kept this fear
Of a night when im all alone
Just staring at my clone
The mirror stares back at me
I’m all alone just me and my clone

I sit and stare
Ive gone missing but no one cares
Just sitting in a lone dark room
Just laying in a pool of my own gloom
Gone missing in my own doom
Sitting alone in a dark room

I think I’d be better of dead
Something small like shot in the head
Maybe if I died in my bed
So as I sit in front of the mirror
I have absolutely no cheer
It’d be better if I wasn’t here
As I stare at the mirror

I sit and stare
I’ve gone missing but no one cares
Just sitting in a lone dark room
Just laying in a pool of my own gloom
Gone missing in my own doom
Sitting alone in a dark room

And now I live
Just sit and breath
Never knowing where ill be
After this I just think ill be
A self destructive clone and me.

I sit and stare
I’ve gone missing but no one cares
Just sitting in a lone dark room
Just laying in a pool of my own gloom
Gone missing in my own doom
Sitting alone in a dark room

Light is a Contradiction To the Night

So your what the school has churned out
All you do is piss and pout
Ha, give em hell kid
This curse never seems to miss me
The curse of cursed relationships
I can never seem to get one I want
And when I do get what I want… its fake

I never seem to make it
This whole worlds just gonna pass me by
Please go on without me
don’t look back at me in sorrow
At least I know you’ll live to see tomorrow

All these things I wish I did
All that stuff when I was a kid
Like kiss a girl in the rain
Jump onto a moving train
It never happened for me
But maybe you could be lucky
A life that wasn’t meant for me


I never seem to make it
This whole worlds just gonna pass me by
Please go on without me
don’t look back at me in sorrow
At least I know you’ll live to see tomorrow

I didn’t know life was about living
I though just making it would suffice
But I guess not, I just guess I cant
Seem to make it through the night
I cant get back up and stay with the fight
Even if I try with all my might
I just don’t think ill make it through the night

I never seem to make it
This whole worlds just gonna pass me by
Please go on without me
don’t look back at me in sorrow
At least I know you’ll live to see tomorrow

So here I sit on the end of the ledge
I listen to our pledge in my head
“to make it to tomorrow no matter what”
I just don’t think I’ll make it to see the light

The Beast Within

You can not run
You can not hide
When this thing is coming for you
Its coming for you
So just lock yourself
In a cold damp room
And sulk around in your own dark room
Just trying to hide
From your impending doom

When you cant seem to hide
and cant seem to run
You realize this life isn’t fun
And that you just want to be done
Go find the gun

With this thing to my head
I’m almost dead
Laying here in my bed
With a gun to my head
Lock and load
Just here that click and a boom
Here comes your doom

This life is so short
We don’t have the time
We fall in line and just live our lives
Live out our lives
We just live out our lives
Then our demise

With so much doom at our end
And we live to try and mend
These relationships we make
And you know half are fake
You filthy snake
So here’s the end of my time
And no all I do is live
Live out my life
Slashing me with this knife