Like A Knife

so why does this happen to me
how the hell could this be
they said I'm fine
well how the hell do you know
im on my knees
praying to never wake up again
this game it started offf fun
but now its like im holding the gun

they do not know
whats going on inside my head
they do now know
why i wish that i am dead
or as im laying here in bed
i hope i never awake
life is just so surreal
my heart will never heal

my parents dont share
this pain thatll never go away
my life is despair
a sympathetic tragedy
its just so weird
i never feel safe
even though i know i am

they do not know
whats going on inside my head
they do now know
why i wish that i am dead
or as im laying here in bed
i hope i never awake
life is just so surreal
my heart will never heal

i do not know
what love truly is
its like a lie
it wont ever seem to die
i wish i could run from this pain
run away from this life
this place seems to be stabbing me like a knife.